Thursday, December 19, 2013

My Little One

by Lily Endang Joeliani


Christmas in this faraway place brings new experiences for our family. What a surprise to find that there’s no Christmas service or celebration ON CHRISTMAS DAY, Dec 25! We were baffled, to say the least. One of new experience for us is “The Hanging of the Greens” event in our church. It’s a celebratory event that functions as the “official” church decorating for Christmas. Of course the actual church decorating is done at another time (before or after), but most of the decorating at the sanctuary itself happens during the event. And what a better excuse and opportunity to show-off our talents while the decorating process takes place? Children and youth would do most of the job, hanging ornaments, lighting candles, adorning pews. In and out they came at several stages of event with their antics and gleeful struts. Several little ones would squeals, “Da-da!” or “Hi, Mommy!” and waved or hugged their parents. Adorable!


During one of such performance, one of our youth sung a beautiful song from a Christmas cantata by Robert Sterling. This song is supposedly sung by Mary after Jesus is born. You can almost imagine the scene from Luke 2:16-21 appears before your eyes:


And they went with haste and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby lying in a manger. And when they saw it, they made known the saying that had been told them concerning this child. And all who heard it wondered at what the shepherds told them. But Mary treasured up all these things, pondering them in her heart. And the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all they had heard and seen, as it had been told them. And at the end of eight days, when he was circumcised, he was called Jesus, the name given by the angel before he was conceived in the womb.


As a mother, I was struck by the lyrics of this song. As Christians, we probably have never thought much about Mary. How young she was when the angel told her she was going to conceive God’s Son (she was probably my daughter’s age or even younger!). How scared and unsure she must have felt in the glare of her neighborhood. How fragile and full of doubt her relationship with Joseph must have been (he was thinking of abandoning her secretly!). Yet she chose to obediently go with him to Bethlehem. How the panic she felt when contractions came, yet they have nowhere to stay. And finally, … a manger? Really? … What conflicting feelings she must had looking at her helpless baby after the birth. A baby, yet the Messiah, the Son of God!


Mary received the responsibility through the words of an angel, and the special task was confirmed by her visit to her cousin, Elizabeth. But Mary must have been dumbfounded when those shepherds that she had never met in her entire life, came and worship the baby. And they told her that the news was brought by an angel, too! It must have been a great source of assurance, a great comfort to her. A further confirmation to Joseph too, that she wasn’t lying after all.


And I don’t know whether Mary realize at that moment that Jesus, her son, THAT baby, will have to endure so much in His adult years. He looked so helpless, just like any other baby. He cried. He was hungry. He needed to be swaddled and changed time and again. She wasn’t sure what He will become or what He will do (as we mothers towards our children, too!) Yet she couldn’t deny the fact that the baby, her own son, is special. However, she was one happy and love-struck mother that night, falling in love with her baby. The softness of His skin, the warmth of His body, His sweet cry. She just wanted to savor that!


And this song, I think, represent well what Mary must have felt that night.


My Little One


Heavenly Father, see what You made

He’s just like You told me, He’s just like You said

I’m holding Love in my arms tonight

Just let Him be my little one tonight


Sent down from heaven, God become man

He’s only a baby, and yet He’s Your plan

I’m holding Love in my arms tonight

Just let Him be my little one tonight


I know tomorrow will come

I know His work must be done

But please let Him be my little one – tonight


Heavenly Father, hear Your Son cry

The promised Messiah needs His mother tonight

I’m holding Love in my arms tonight

Just let Him be my little one tonight


I know tomorrow will come

I know His work must be done

But please let Him be my little one – tonight


This is a powerful reminder that Jesus’ birth is real. A real mother with feelings. A real baby, powerless baby at that. And we are so blessed that He always choose ways that we all can understand, forms that we can relate with. Fellow human beings, just like us. Our human languages and experiences.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!